I DON’T know what to say to you. You mean the world to me. And you know it’s true, one day you make me feel like a million dollars and the next like dog shit on the bottom of your shoe.

You make me smile; laugh and sing, at the same time you make me cry and scream. I don’t know why you do this to me, and I really don’t know why I let you do this to me. I guess it’s because every time I start to lose hope you give it back to me, you make me think there is a chance again.

If you asked me today what is tomorrow going to be like, I would tell you that there would be no more you and me, that I was not going to take your crap and let you walk all over me. Then tomorrow comes, and you give me one look, you know that look, the one that makes me melt right there and I have hope again.

This happens again, and again. At first I thought it was all your fault, but now I know it’s mine. The only thing you’re doing to me is being my friend; I should take it as that, friends are better than nothing. Then you hug me, or tell me a joke and I know we are meant to be.

So, I don’t care how many times this happens, I really don’t care because I love you, and all that is important to me is us being together. And I know that right now you don’t see it. But someday you will, and it’ll be great! But for now, if I’m your lover or just your friend I’ll be here for you no matter what. You can count on me.

But you know what? I'd like to believe that I'll wake up one morning and not miss you anymore. I'll finally understand that when you broke my heart, it was for a reason, one I just don't understand yet, but when I do, I'll know that you messed up and not me!