THERE IS always a right time for everything to happen. And so was mine. Sahel seemed to be my prince charming but when reality hits hard we realize that we were living in a dream world. I realized that there is nothing like prince charming, those promises made stand nowhere, everyone needs to snap out of the dream world and get to know our importance in other’s life.

As they say life is beautiful and it gives you unexpected gifts when we are down. We live every moment of it and so did I. What life was few years back and what it is now, loads of things have changed. My life has undergone a complete makeover. Today, I feel happy after breaking my four walls. Those chocolate ice creams, Pizzas, Cafe Coffee Day and long rides on my Scooty are back in my schedule. There is no more hiding away from people and no more tears in my dictionary.

I would like to give this credit to my better half Yash. Yes! Today I am a happily married girl. It was late last year when I and Yash decided to grow old with one another. Yash’s entry into my life brought a sudden change of season. He helped me to bury down my memories and come out of them. Today I have left them behind and living life in my new sweet world with full enthusiasm as if I am a newly born.

Things weren’t easy in the beginning but they are different now. As they say when the other partner is all for your support then nothing is impossible. Also when children stand strong against all the obstacles and questions posed by their family then destination is not far. I and Yash together made all the possible efforts to convince our parents.

Seeing the support from Yash, I smiled at myself for the foolish expectations I had from Sahel. Sahel was a smart mama’s boy. I don’t deny his love for me but somewhere he couldn’t handle too much of relationship in his life. Somewhere his mind was overpowered that he couldn’t differentiate. Somewhere he tried to manage things but he forgot that ‘If you try to manage any relationship it never works. It’s only when you are ready with your heart and soul to spend your life for the loved ones, it works and come out with flying colors. Relationships that are managed, never work!”

Now when I look back, those things look immature acts of mine. There is no regret, no repent, no cries as I know I did what all was in my hands. Now I understand, most of the love during schools and college (happens to be the first love) falls under the category of INFLUENTIAL LOVE. Those influential factors include beauty of the person, the time we spend together, our friends who boost our feelings by teasing us and finally the hormone flow in our body.

There are many ways to move on with your life. All we have to do is just relieve ourselves from all the internal and external forces. Live and live life to the fullest. Everyone is in search of love. Love just happens, it’s not in our control and no one can force themselves for love. Love needs no confirmation. Today I feel having grown up. I feel the love in the unsaid words of Yash. It’s right that, it is difficult to forget one’s first love but what about the unexpected love you get from the one who loves you more than you love them.

Someone has rightly said, “love (choose them as your life partner) the one who loves you” and yes I have found love of life...my better half...my friend... my soul... my Yash!!! In front of whom my life is an open book.