Suddenly she seemed at that fleeting instance of our lives, extra ordinarily beautiful more so than any woman I had ever seen before. In a fearful instant, an instant of awe I perceived I was looking at my soul mate who I had been looking for all this time...
And I touched her briefly on the head where she was feeling unsettled. Astonished, I felt a tremor in my hands and looked at her and the only thing I could see was a tear in the eyes.
We talked about general things like a head massage which she politely declined. Two months later a strange thing happened she did communicate in clear words via a little angel.
And the words were 'Are you the boyfriend? When are you going to kiss her?'
But stubborn as I ever am I could not confirm: What if it was only lust from her side? I would lose my soul mate soon after a few lustful dreamy events and that I could never afford to even profess to lose her even in my dreams.
And I think my decision was a very wise one because our relationship has now grown and gaining strength all the time. We can relate to each other with only two heavy duty emotional words that I can think: trust and respect.
We are not only soul mates but very good friends as well and yes we managed to compromise on body lust which could have happened any time if we wanted to and ultimately we managed to learn to wait for that day with great preservation of patience. There is always another birth cycle we will meet again but we both know what we mean to each other even now: The soul mates:
I have a simple philosophy in life.
Biologically we are all the same but what is different and make us individuals is the persona that we create around us and this is the natural spiritual Aura that we create unconsciously around us.
This Aura around her is very genuinely magnetic in other words the eyes radiate the inner innocence. Only those who are soul mates can detect this from each other. Once they are in contact they can communicate via ESP without being aware and physically attracted.
This bond becomes extremely strong when the biological connection is also there like a Father/Daughter, Mother /Daughter and Brother/Sister relations. The pain of emotional suffering is felt by the soul mates instinctively.
In this birth my soul mate is my friend, a sympathetic symmetry of compassion, different individuals but always thinking good of each other. It is also called a bond of sacrifice one of which Nelson Mandela had towards his fellow workers a fatherly feeling wanting to protect the friend.
Yes she is my inspiration and my strength.