I may not be perfect and flawless like the others, but I value you as a person more than them. I never told you this, for fear of rejection, but now I realize, maybe if I would have told you, things would be different. Either you would’ve been mine now or the worst thing that could ever happen - we wouldn’t be talking to each other. Either way, at least you would know how I feel about you. It was never my intention to keep you in the dark or even hide my feelings from you, but I never had the courage. I could never imagine losing you as a friend. You were the only one who understood me, who cared for me. A world without you was never thought of.

And that’s why I’m taking this opportunity to tell you what’s on my mind and how much you mean to me.

You always meant the world to me and always will. No one can take your place in my life even though you have given my place in your life to someone else.

I just hope one of these days you’ll realize how I was the one for you. How you threw it all away. And when that day comes, I’ll smile and tell you the same things you once told me. “That you’re my friend. And that’s all I want us to be”…… And maybe, if you’re lucky, you’ll open your eyes, and see how those words can never be comforting. And you’ll never say them again.