Agony and defeat they can be so bitter sweet coupled with the fear we hold inside oh so dear. Never to let go , never to be free as if the cancer was plain to see . It takes our breathe and leaves us at a loss for words it makes all reality seem ironicly obscure It confuses our thoughts makes it hard to think then it gives us a sarcasticly simple wink . It laughs to our face amplifies our fears it knows all to well these words we wish not to hear . It takes our sanity it clouds the light we all know the truth that this is not right . We stab ,we slice , we throw the knife but to no avail we lose yet another life .